Sunday, 19 January 2025

1 New Poem

A Long Epilogue

A passing of phones poles,
windbreak trees on winter morning,
comes draped in waning thoughts

Of how we’re all going crazy here,
in boxes moving, static,
voyaging out at dawn’s light to

Do something we scarcely remember
as having worked its way
into etchings of memory:

Springs that ran dry to drink,
words that lasted until
the flattery came out of them.

. . .

I walked until there was no deal,
no bloody shirt treaty left unsigned,
no hill left to take in anger,

And watched the snakes and sinners
perched upon the cliffs,
shedding their skin-clothes until

Born anew in summer rain,
fixed faces were above us
laughing that we would

Never see their graces again
never speak the same verses
of pale moonlight pure.

Friday, 10 January 2025

1 New Poem

Spare Parts

We were only bodies after all:
odd-shaped things that
cry, breathe, manage themselves
out the door to daylight
and tire scratchings each day.

Until the slip of nights eternal
beckons, and we go under
its graces, separating
in the abattoir our
twenty-or-so pieces of worth

From this place and next.

How strange it must be when
all is removed, shorn of hair
and meaning, tossed to oceans

When rest takes us over
and we wail no more for
lost mothers, no more for
once-great loves, no more
in the stitching spaces
we used to roam.

“They won’t remember your
innards, you see; whatever they say,
it’s just a form to fill in
with dreams, hopes, desires.”

Whatever you were was just
whatever they took from
the odd shapes and made whole.

Thursday, 2 January 2025

1 New Poem

A Light Ritual

Waking noxious, to
self-washing worlds, I stood
grey, blankets piled at foot
and mess, learning to forget
which wall shadows had danced
before.

Greet the turning clocks
without envy, peace in afternoon
was the world for me,
wishing to be absent all pain,
worry, essence of abattoir
and flipped page.

Feet aflame, eyes outrunning
the pressed pavement, I looked
for thundering snows to pass
find my well-marked place to
venture

Beyond these splattered floorboard
walls, beyond picture frames
seeming to align no more
youthful faces within.

Conjure, jostle, make alchemy
of words sparking against
each other, heat and light,
blinding both, lost to
cinder.

And you ask, over and above,
what will come of the dance
this time?

I wish for always and never,
sickly lines blurring,
but do not recognize,

The champagne-rose masks.