Wednesday 20 December 2023

1 New Poem

Firework Scars

I stepped by the waterfall,
memories restless, awakened
from induced night slumber,
drugged with bottle contents
until the pain of tears vanished

Until the misery of wrought hands,
twisted iron becomes but another
breath catching exercise, a cleared
throat from pasts immemorial to

Walk beside in space and time
to final resting. A blackout
after wounded crackle of static
on the airwave, a signal taken
too little from words

We passed as codes in dark
corners, back and forth through
wire fence.

A look at the roadkill, the tar
paper pine, the burn rubber leavings
of last year’s party favour revolution

Tells of nothing, save regretted
rancor: the lonely scribe dying
with his head firmly perched

To righteous side he’d never take
in fear of too much certainty.

1 New Poem

On Lost Truth

Silt in memory, rubbish
pile to sift through,
weights heavy with worse desires,
same circle drawn in place;

No longer one, lost heart,
wasting water, air, time with
pre-drawn places, stopping

Distance. Wished for greater stature
life, found it wanting, found it
misplaced and bedridden with

Murky calling of mystic charlatans,
words I cannot recall from lacking
state. Feel no longer embers,

Only coal dust, sweeping wounds;
I am not afraid to vanish,
just to break the waves,

Like cries from an orchestra pit
(drip sweat down forehead, lip
wince), calls for warmth.

I am afraid of not enough,
in these bones to bury them
aloft, highly favoured in places
hallowed.